I decided to dedicate a few minutes every day to write about my state of mind, rationale behind was to ‘write’, guess I failed miserably and yes I also decided not to continue blogging for I was really sad about the unfortunate events happened back in those days. Phew… break! Wish it was rather easy…

State of Mind 40

I decided to keep my thoughts to myself but today I will… i don’t know if I will ever write again… It’s been a year almost since I lost my life support, my job. Why do we work and who do we work for? I worked to survive and to support my family. I worked…

State of Mind 39

Last words are always a little prayer either for better life or better after life… my last words for the most amazingly beautiful kittens i remember when they were born and how excited I was… I would go and sit with them for hours…now they have just crossed over the rainbow bridge… and it’s unbelieveable……


I can’t believe I haven’t posted for months … well its been like mix of moods and events… its normal isn’t it?! Lost my Candy’s first born, Luna, perhaps ‘death’ is something I can’t deal with, easily…! The sun and moon are still there, so is the light🙂

State of Mind – 34

My 34th – should have been daily. Anyways, not blank but somewhat euphoric.. trance like state. You do not think, feel much… maybe it is a good sign or else an indication… whatever it is… I am quiet, doesn’t happen too often.

In the arms of the angel

A picture is worth a thousand words. This one shouts to places down deep in my soul. She is being held safe in her Papa’s arms! Spend all your time waiting for that second chance For the break that will make it ok There’s always some reason to feel not good enough And it’s hard…

State Of Mind – 33

Blank! Happens when there’s so much on your mind and you are blank, completely. I am embarrassed for maybe in innocence or plain stupidity I could not set my priorities, maybe we think everyone is fair because we are fair, if everyone was fair the world would have been the best of planets of all to…

Mental Chaos!

Whispering Shadows, Noise… Accelerated heartbeat, Surrender… Rapid Nightmares, Transitions… Shocking disclosures, Panic… Mental Chaos!    

Video 4 week old LUNA

Video 4 week old LUNA Luna is now exactly 2 months old, how time flies, she is now a big girl jumping around all over the place, a little wild and proud, absolutely taken after her mom Candy! Surprisngly she’s a semi punch more of a doll face (maybe its in her genes)